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| Today isn't that great of a day....I IMed sach earlier to ask if he read my e-mail. He said no. Then I asked what he was up to. and he said "why do you always ask what i'm doing?" and I kinda went off on him. I mean, I shouldn't care. But it made me soo sad. I miss being with him so much. I wish he cared for me again..I love him so much. But I wish I didn't anymore. I wish I could let him go and move on, but that's never going to happen. Some people give each other part of them. But I gave him my whole heart. I gave him everything. And now I dont even feel like myself anymore. I can't remember what it was like without him 2 years ago. Ever since he's been in my life, my life's been so different. I miss the way we used to be partners in crime. Whatever happend to him, it happend to me too. And the other way around. I miss him so much. although we speak to each other everyonce in awhile, I feel like I'm not really speaking to him. I feel like he threw me away like a peice of trash. Someone help me get my heart back. And help me fix it back. I need someone to help me out of this mess. Because I can't do it alone.. |
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